These were sent to me by a woman on my baby community website. She owns an online nursing boutique and sent me a few pairs of these. I had so many disposables since before my third baby was born. So I used them up first and by that time, I didn't need the washables anymore as my supply regulated and I didn't need to wear them anymore. But they are extremely comfy and can be handwashed and air dried or machine washed and ironed after drying. You have to search for nursing and natural online boutiques. I'm also sure Etsy has a ton of them as that site has women that make and sell everything under the sun.